Chapter 10 blog post

Dear Diary,

I cannot believe that Piggy and Ralph do care about me. Because if they would not be talking about my death they would not really have had cared about me. I am glad I joined Ralph’s side but unfortunately, I can do nothing now since I am dead. I know that they should have had a feeling about what could have happened why they could not just distract or talk with Jack for another minute I could have been alive. They never showed that they cared about me but it ends up they do, Jack really just uses people, and I feel like Jack used me.

I am glad that I left Jack and his people because that probably could have been me being tied, up, and beat up by Jack, instead of Wilfred. He could have killed him he just tortures the littleuns and sometimes the biguns to get what he wants. Without anyone in his tribe he would be powerless people are just joining him because he shows toughness when he is not tough. I wish I could just go down to where Jack is and sneak up on him and give him some of our paint that we get from him. I cannot believe him though I was the beast in disguise. I say he is the beast in disguise his evil mind shows that he is like a beast that scares people and gets people to be scared and follow his commands. Just because I may seem weird does not mean that I am the beast.

I say that Jack is just using Maurice and Roger. He can make them do what ever he says and still get away with it because he is their chief. I just do not understand why Ralph is not trying to fight back, can’t he see what they did to me. However, it is also Ralph who is peace and love and Jack who is war and breaking hearts. Roger killed Piggy with that trap he is mainly brainwashed by Jack turning all evil, turning against each other, and not realizing who actually helps him.

As I was hovering over the night watching my friends Ralph and Piggy, I knew Jack was up to something and as I seem him attack them and brutally beat them up and take Piggy’s specs away I could not imagine if I was still alive how things would have turned out. Now Ralph is mainly useless to survive with Piggy specs and he does not really have anyone in his tribe. I probably would have hid somewhere on the island where Jack cannot find me or else I would have to join him. Now the mood has changed worse into a war mood since I died as everyone is starting to go crazy and fighting against each forming their own alliances. The fact that they killed is really dumb because they let their dark side take over them and they were being controlled by Jack who could have stopped them.